I got my first CTR ring from a friend back when I was younger. When I moved I fell out of my habit of going to church & I lost my ring. A few years later I was going through a rough time and I tried to take my life. After thinking about how blessed I was to be here and how the gun misfired twice. One miss fire hit me in the arm and there was no permanent damage. Then when I went to actually do it the gun didn't go off. That's when I decided to go back to church. The Monday after I went to church, I found my ring, 3 years after I lost it. Now I use my story of how my revolver misfired (and they usually don't) to show my faith in God and how I feel I'm here for a reason.